Getting back on the wagon

In the past few months I've fallen off the wagon, I have managed not to put on any weight but I've lost only 1kg in about 2 months, I feel tired again and can't be bothered most days, I haven't hit the gym in about a month and it's time I get up dust myself off and start again.

I lost my gym buddy earlier this month (she's ok don't worry, but due to unforeseen circumstances she's had to leave the gym) and I think since then I have been lacking the motivation to go alone. 

But today I took the first step, I signed up for a 6week challenge at my gym, so I have goals and a program to keep me responsible for my own success, so I stated day 1 of better me 2.0 with a body sculpt class, and I hurt already, but hopefully I can keep at it and feel as happy and confident that I did only a few short months ago

1/2 way there

So after some hard work (i mean really hard work) ive hit the half way point, did i think id get here ummmm no not really, i honestly didnt think i had the will power to stick at it
And to be perfectly honest ARGHHHHH there is still such a long way to go........
But i do love the way i feel now, i love the way my son looks at me now (and not to mention my hubby) and i love the fact that with 9 months untill my wedding day i wont look like a giant marshmellow wobberling down the aisle.
But i fell off the wagon (alot) had days where i thought stuff the gym! stuff the no ice cream rule! stuff the whole thing!! and sometimes when i look in the mirror i see no difference at all, those days i have to tell myself to suck it up! the proof is in the way ur jeans fall down heehee.
I am lucky i have had a great group of friends hitting the gym and the waking tracks with me, a great 24/7 gym that i can go to when ever i want and i have also had the support of a great online group that are always there to pick me back up.
I have not LOST 12 kilos, i have shed them, lost implies that i will go looking for them later and THATS NOT GOING TO HAPPEN!!!!!