And to be perfectly honest ARGHHHHH there is still such a long way to go........
But i do love the way i feel now, i love the way my son looks at me now (and not to mention my hubby) and i love the fact that with 9 months untill my wedding day i wont look like a giant marshmellow wobberling down the aisle.
But i fell off the wagon (alot) had days where i thought stuff the gym! stuff the no ice cream rule! stuff the whole thing!! and sometimes when i look in the mirror i see no difference at all, those days i have to tell myself to suck it up! the proof is in the way ur jeans fall down heehee.
I am lucky i have had a great group of friends hitting the gym and the waking tracks with me, a great 24/7 gym that i can go to when ever i want and i have also had the support of a great online group that are always there to pick me back up.
I have not LOST 12 kilos, i have shed them, lost implies that i will go looking for them later and THATS NOT GOING TO HAPPEN!!!!!
